Got the email decoded.. it's full contents are in a comment in the last post's comments..
The majority of that was sent in emails from various people... I'm too fucking dense to figure it out my self. Thanks..

As for now.. I think I need some time to my self... this news...just too much..

Why, Samantha.. why did you never just tell me...

They always say grown men don't cry....

..think they were wrong